1 Kilometry (Kilometres)
2 Sotni Raz (Hundred Times) (not finished yet)
3 Begi Vsled za Mnoy (Run After Me)
4 Cherno-Belie Dni (Black & White Days)
5 Sil’nee Menya (Stronger Than I Am) (not finished yet)
6 Ya Ostayus’ (I’ll Stay Here) (not finished yet)
7 Slomanyi Mir (Broken World)
8 Gluboko Vnutri (Deep Inside Me) (not finished yet)
9 Potselui Moiu Krov’ (Kiss My Blood)
10 S.T.E.K.A.Y.A. (not finished yet)
11 Drugaya Zhizn’ (The Other Life) (not finished yet)
12 P.S.
13 Kogda ya zabudu (When I forget) (not finished yet)

01 Kilometres

the White wings shot up upwards
Nakedness remained a monstrous true
Now the kilometres of sky are empty
If want take – take them back
If there are forces to trust and wait to
Hear out a heart to make an effort understand
Hour after a hour all life leaked
My inevitability takes away you
Clouds settled grey soot on a bottom the name is written with Blood your
There for thousand hundreds of days Understand you already after a line
In itself hatred you put to death
Say there will be we two together
My dead world
Sinks in dirt
That kept will
Replace me life
There for thousand hundreds of days
Understand you already after a line
In itself hatred you put to death
Say there will be we two together
Your Fear will
Dissolve in you will replace sleeps fear will not replace love you trust me!
There for thousand hundreds of days Understand you already after a line
In itself hatred you put to death
Say there will be we two together
My dead world
Sinks in dirt
That kept will
Replace me life
There for thousand hundreds of days Understand you already after a line
In itself hatred you put to death
Say there will be we two together
Your Fear will
Dissolve in you will replace sleeps fear will not replace love you trust me!
If there are forces to trust and wait
to Hear out a heart to make an effort understand
Hour after a hour all life leaked
My inevitability takes away you
Dissolve in me the spite go away
Quiet shade to me in reason
Red a blight wear out my faith
Mix me the poison
I draw blood boldly the Name your in the kilometres of sky of Sky… sky!
One-Incorrect step and you dead body
One-Incorrect step and you are an enemy Understand-world Thought of by me lie Now–Kilometres of sky are empty
One-Incorrect step and you dead body
One-Incorrect step and you are an enemy Understand-world Thought of by me lie Now–Kilometres of sky are empty

And walls all more wicked all press and press Converting everything into an ash blowing up everything in scraps
And faiths sand on hands will thaw
Blood through fingers a fate flows away
And it I do not hear an end itself
All stronger and stronger a living flesh is cut by reason
Suds!
Swallowing air for light Kills fog
Takes away a hope
And ideas all more wicked All cut and cut
Penetrating all deeper Fear already alongside Melts hope in sky rocketing and I together with it abandon you all

3 Begi Vsled za Mnoy (Run After Me)

The sun is suffocating with the red sunset
I am going to destroy all the edges the sadness is gona be with me
There is no more trust to his tears
This is a present I am going choke in
Tell that are you
I might not going to notice somebody inside you
I can often hear the sound of emptyness
In unison with we are running away
If you are able than run after me!
The tears of time are lost in the light
Find tears of pain inside yourself
Like the dirt in your hands
Disappears in my dreams
At least I am fully dead
The earth lets me to go away
Look at the sky it’s me up there
I filling everything with myself
I flooding everything with myself
I destroy all the rush inside me
Something that was nothing
stays the same
Something that was inside
Is awake again
When you close your eyes
your blood blows
And I can see everything that has happened in the past
Yes – you are not going to be yourself
No you are not going to be me
One by one and everybody follows you
If you are different than run after me

4 Cherno-Belie Dni (Black & White Days)

Black and white days
Black and white dreams

My black sky
Cries by a warm rain.
I the places where I haven’t been yet
The time’s gonna stop.
The world with you
Pales and fades again,
It floods everything
With the black and white paint.
It’s turning today into the past,
The flavour of summer rain returns me
In antology of childhood.
You can’t change anything!

This is your final, your final scream
It separates from you
It’s sliping on the cheek.
You can’t understand
I’m lost in myself
You’re not able to kill
Look!
Forget, erase all your dreams.
Life means nothing to me one.

My black sky
Cries warm rain.
Where I haven’t been yet
The time will stop.
The world with you
Pales and fades again,
It floods everything
The black and white paint.
You’re turning today into the past
The flavour of summer rain
Takes away me.
If you want, you can scream.
You can’t change anything.
If you want… Understand

This is your final, your final scream
It’s separating from you
It’s sliping on the cheek
You can’t understand…
I’m lost in myself
You’re not able to kill
Look!
Forget, erase all your dreams.
Life means nothing to me one.

Life means nothing to me one.
It’s separating from you
It’s sliping on the cheek
Life means nothing to me one.

translated by Nastya [MM] Gerasimova

7 Slomanyi Mir (Broken World)

It’s a broken view on a broken world
Like a childish dream it explodes the scream
Sunny day and warm night
Taking away the last page from my life
his circle has closed on me
And I could not tell about that
The Silence opens it’s gates for me
It’s shame that I could not tell you about that
Try to kill something that’s burning inside me
Try to decide what’s going to die inside you
The Silence opens it’s gates for me

9 Potselui Moiu Krov’ (Kiss My Blood)

Hey! You look into my eyes
Open your body…show me yourself
What is inside you and what is outside…
Use your chance…I need only you!
Try at least once to be me
Feel at least once the enemy behind you
You are looking for something that goes from nowhere
Use your chance…I need only you!
How many times did I try to forget you…to forget myself
It is hard to imagine
How times did I try to kill you…to kill myself
To liberate from each other….
One more you are closed in a foreign dream
You are walking in the dreams there is no exit for you!
In between of you screams I can hear one more time…
Hey you…kiss my blood!
There is something in me that growth in the depth.
It forces to breath….
I walk by needle and don’t trust the destiny
But I am going to be calm…

12 P.S.

The day passed
And a black snow was falling down.
It disappeared in wind’s embrace.
There’s just a sin in my eyes.
I’m not sure, but red jet
Was flowing from eyes.
I’m sorry, but it was me.

Forgive me, but it was me.
Forgive me, but it was me.

There are moist air and cold tile,
Dim light and sticky river.
I’m not sure, that it’s a dream.
Forgive me, that didn’t you become…

Forgive me, but it was…
Forgive me, but it was…
Forgive me, but it was me.
Forgive me, but it was me.

The final dawn,
Thin thread and cold steel
Will help me to forget and
Erase the deep.
The sorrow will disappear,
My dead blood
Will flow inside.
And dispel your scream.

translated by Nastya [MM] Gerasimova